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Wednesday, April 01, 2009

disappointed + god loves ugly


natnatnat,
i'm so disappointed in you.
you came all the way to australia to make new friends, to build your social connections and all you had to give today was to stand there and not doing anything. the only time you open your mouth was to eat. what was that?!

for one, you were the only international student there. for two, you're not pretty to start with, you're not that tall blonde that anyone would take the initiative to juz gather around you to start a conversation. and what makes you tink you are even that attractive at all. what makes you tink standing around will help? you're not even a vase on display. you're there to take the initiative, not wait for others to do it!

dammit. you had your chance to strike a conversation! but you didnt! you juz stood there like an idiot staring into mid-air. open your golden mouth and make a comment! make a smart comment! not a conversation stopper! i'm really disappointed in you! it's time to wake up and do your homework. you say you're interested in athletics/badminton or whatever you cant even make up your mind on. but you dunno anything about athletics and it's industry. start doing your homework, find out smth so you can have a smart conversation with people. this iz the road to society. it's only make, or break.

pull up your socks nat, you can do better than that. much better.



God Loves Ugly
by Jordin Sparks

You said that I wasn't pretty
So I just believed you
And you said that I wasn't special
So I lived that way
With critical gazes and brutal amazement
And how my reflection could be so imperfect
With all of my blemishes, how could somebody want me?

[Chorus]
But God loves ugly
He doesn't see the way I see
Oh god takes ugly
And turns it into to something that is beautiful
Apparently I'm beautiful
Cause you love me
Whoa, oh

I tried to clean up the outside
All shiny and new
Worked over time to thin up and look right
But inside I knew
That deep in the bottom were secrets I thought I could try to ignore
Old ghosts in my corridors
Never get tired of haunting the past that's in me

[Chorus]
But God loves ugly
He doesn't see the way I see
Oh god takes ugly
And turns it into to something that is beautiful
Apparently I'm beautiful
Cause you love me

Help me believe why you love me
When I know you see
You see everything
Help me believe why you love me
When I know you see
Inside and you still say I'm beautiful
You're telling me I'm beautiful
Your screaming out I'm beautiful
And I'm finding out I'm beautiful
You're making me so beautiful
And I can see I'm beautiful
Cause you love me
Whoa, oh

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